Personal Trainer, Is it worth it?

As I maxed out my credit card to buy more sessions on personal trainer in my gym, I asked myself, Is it really worth it? I have been working out with my trainer for 2 months now. You could say that I am pretty committed. I work out 3 times a week or even more if I have some free time. My trainer told me that I could definitely see results in 3 months. What worries me is that it has been 2 months and I have not see any significant change in my body. Well, to give you the idea, I am 5'1" and weigh about 120 lb in the beginning. Now, I probably weigh like about 116 lb. I could not see any muscle built from my weight training. It makes me wonder, do I have to much expectation out of these '3 months goal' from my trainer? Is it really worth maxing out my credit card for all these sessions?

My very first rambling thought

Here I am, sitting in my room, trying to write down my rambling thoughts trough out the day. As a full time mom of a 2 year old, I have a lot of free time in my hand. Well, actually not that much. As many other moms out there, having a 2 year old kid probably leaves your hands full all the time. All the chasing, the crying, the screaming seem like a never ending thing. I could never predict what is going to happen next with my daughter. One minute she is happy and laughing, the next minute she could go tantrum, screaming her lungs out like it is the end of the world. Oh well, I guess that is the beauty of being a full time mom. Hopefully, I will have enough time to keep this blog alive.